my name is trouble

Spent a long and nice time in NY with Steph, Gav and some other friends. Did a lot of walking, saw some cool art, some bad art, Thurston Moore, ate amazing food, etc..etc.. I don't remember ever being so exhausted by the end of a trip before - but that just means it was good times, right?

Well worth it.

saturday morning

"They saw the girl before they set up camp. Mel Dorn found her. No clothes on her at all. She was wedged into some branches that stuck out over the water.

He called the others and they came to look. They talked about what to do. One of the men-my Stuart didn’t say which-said they should start back at once. The others stirred the sand with their shoes, said they didn’t feel inclined that way. They pleaded fatigue, the late hour, the fact that the girl wasn’t going anywhere."

- So Much Water So Close To Home by Raymond Carver



Gabriel Byrnes has the most haunting face in the movies. ALWAYS carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders.

happy spring timez

everyone was so happy last night! Garv is the cutest drunk ever!

I love my drug buddy.

"hold on and stay. run far and fast away. sell everything you own. buy everything you see. eat all the food in the house. starve yourself. break your favorite things. don't let anyone even see or know what your favorite things are.

all of these things happen at the same time in each other.

all the polar opposites contain their foils, and it's all worthwhile.

the possibility of a choice existing is in and of itself your descision."

last night I almost killed gj

I have been sighing and wondering a lot lately - it's nice.

Remember that time when you were like "do you want to hold hands?" and I kind of shrugged and said "should we?". I mis-spoke. What I was really trying to say was "more than I want almost anything in the world."

"someday soon the flowers are going to start to bloom, and when they do, i'll be looking for you."



I kinda feel like her hair is what mine could have been when it was really short. But, alas..